Inner Narratives Manifest … “Maelstrøm” Part I
The images in this collection are part of a broader, personal journey … they form a fragmentary narrative woven together from various bits and pieces of my dreamworld … they are a kind of conceptual-symbolic documentation of my inner life.
As I grow older, I find the world filling up with ever more pain, both diffuse and acute … external and internal. The world is permeated by rifts … disparities and cavities everywhere appear. The emotional states I experience in response often have a distinct visual flavour. Here, I interpret, actualize and make manifest the imagery that comes to me, absent rational form, seemingly spontaneous. ... This is my way of processing feelings of self-loss, atrophy, and fear … but also, on brigter tones, this is a simple recognition of life change, a statement of hope, and an expression of gratitude.
NOTE: All images are numbered sequentially, and the title for each image is indicated by its corresponding number, as follows: “Maelstrøm, No.[x]; [location, year]”
[33 f-i]
tread on my dreams
dreams themselves are dreams
rounded with a sleep
at home in an other
the face of the deep
moon in the water, broken
… each other
[6a]
[6c]
[14a]
[22]
[20a]
[23a]
[6b]
[11]
[24]
[20b]
[32]
[36]
[2]
[107b]
[26a]
[30b]
[12]
[17]
[23b]
[29]
[84]
[101]
[1a]
[3b]
[3a]
[15b]
[9]
[107a]
[13]
[15a]
[5]
[16]
[19]
[25]
[23c]
[107c]
[27]
[26b]
[14b]
[30a]
[31]
[37]
[8]
form of the formless
become only half real
enemy of oneself
within is the fountain
spread out and touch this world
patient spider stood isolated
guard the solitude of the other
the frozen sea inside us
our two voices
one part may be in, and another part out
down to the seas again
thing of darkness I
neither wholly within nor wholly without anything
inward leads the path
two solitudes protect …
same water twice
[41]
[42]
[40]
[33 a-e]
symptom of affection
the source and at the mouth
pursuit of the whole
[15c]
soft animal of your body
desire of the whole
what space is for