Inner Narratives Manifest … “Maelstrøm” Part I

The images in this collection are part of a broader, personal journey … they form a fragmentary narrative woven together from various bits and pieces of my dreamworld … they are a kind of conceptual-symbolic documentation of my inner life.

As I grow older, I find the world filling up with ever more pain, both diffuse and acute … external and internal. The world is permeated by rifts … disparities and cavities everywhere appear. The emotional states I experience in response often have a distinct visual flavour. Here, I interpret, actualize and make manifest the imagery that comes to me, absent rational form, seemingly spontaneous. ... This is my way of processing feelings of self-loss, atrophy, and fear … but also, on brigter tones, this is a simple recognition of life change, a statement of hope, and an expression of gratitude.

NOTE: All images are numbered sequentially, and the title for each image is indicated by its corresponding number, as follows: “Maelstrøm, No.[x]; [location, year]”

[33 f-i]

tread on my dreams

dreams themselves are dreams

rounded with a sleep

at home in an other

the face of the deep

moon in the water, broken

… each other

[6a]

[6c]

[14a]

[22]

[20a]

[23a]

[6b]

[11]

[24]

[20b]

[32]

[36]

[2]

[107b]

[26a]

[30b]

[12]

[17]

[23b]

[29]

[84]

[101]

[1a]

[3b]

[3a]

[15b]

[9]

[107a]

[13]

[15a]

[5]

[16]

[19]

[25]

[23c]

[107c]

[27]

[26b]

[14b]

[30a]

[31]

[37]

[8]

form of the formless

become only half real

enemy of oneself

within is the fountain

spread out and touch this world

patient spider stood isolated

guard the solitude of the other

the frozen sea inside us

our two voices

one part may be in, and another part out

down to the seas again

thing of darkness I

neither wholly within nor wholly without anything

inward leads the path

two solitudes protect …

same water twice

[41]

[42]

[40]

[33 a-e]

symptom of affection

the source and at the mouth

pursuit of the whole

[15c]

soft animal of your body

desire of the whole

what space is for